I watch the life I know you will lead without me here. Walk away from meīefore I break down and take you with me. You can’t go where I’m going you can’t walk through my Hell. Walk away from me before I break down and take you with me. Let me leave now before you know what I am and your love becomes I’ve broken the rules, I’ve veered from the path but when I met you I There’s a better path for you even though I want you to stay. The pain that fills your nights is because of my pack of lies.

Ignoring a soul who could talk was going to be” He was definitely the most unique soul I’d ever seen. The first one? He appeared genuinely surprised he wasn’t the first dead person I could see.

You’re the first one who has ever spoken to me. Were you expecting me to be mute? I leaned my hip against the desk. As much as his presence annoyed me, I couldn’t help but admit this soul could only be labeled as ridiculously gorgeous. The dimple didn’t seem to fit with his cold, arrogant demeanor. I noticed his crooked grin produced a single dimple. He continued to watch me with an amused expression on his face. If they ever thought I could see them, they followed me. They didn’t frighten me but I liked to ignore them so they would go away. I’d been dealing with wandering souls, which is what I like to think of them as, all my life. “You can speak, I said looking directly at him, I needed him to know I wasn’t afraid. The empty vessel I dwell in is not meant to feel the heat you bring. I need to face the life that’s meant for me. The dark will always be my cloak and you are the threat to unveil my pain, so leave. I hate you yet I love, I don’t want you yet I need you. Youaren’t welcome with your heat you don’t belong beside me. I need the dark around me like I need the ice in my veins. You’re the light to this darkness and I can’t let you stay. You’re the light that I hide from, the light that I hate.

The cold is not meant for you yet you stay, you stay, you stay. Holding onto me yet you stay reaching out a hand that I push away. So I push you away and I scream out your name and I know I can’t need you yet you give anyway and I run wishing you would run too. Your heat threatens to melt it all and I know I can’t bear the pain if the ice melts away. I want to hold it all in and numb it till I can’t feel the knife. I can’t feel the warmth I need to feel the ice. The ice fills my veins and I can’t feel the pain, yet you’re there like the heat that sends me screaming in fear. Holding onto me, yet you stay, reachingout a hand that I push away. Thecold running through me should have made you run. You were meant for castles and living in the sun. The world that lives inside of me was not the world you were meant to contain. “You weren’t meant for the ice, you weren’t made for the pain.

Existence book abbi glines